skincare illness and snus

Hi everyone on Arto, I'm about to crash out. 
My boyfriend has given me the flu or something, and I feel absolutely TERRIBLE. 
Even before I got infected, I was walking around with cramps because of my relatively new IUD AND an upcoming period, and now everything in my body hurts so incredibly much. (I didn't have painful cramps before my IUD btw - I regret it every day I'm not fucking).
Even though I feel awful, as a young woman in our society I still feel like I have to take care of myself, aka. make myself look better than I do. - So I do what I can when it comes to my skincare routine. I started by plucking my eyebrows, and while I was doing that, I realized that the pain from my eyelids was far more attention-grabbing than my uterine cramps, so I ended up plucking nearly all my eyebrow hairs out. Oops. It just felt nice to feel something that took my mind off my cramps STUPID IUD. 

I DOUBLE cleansed, I scrubbed, I toned (ow, my eyebrow sores (from the plucked hairs)), I did it all in pain. 

AND I have no snus, and the store is far away. I'm losing it. Thanks for reading.